Seamus let out a breath he'd not realised he'd been holding as Dean cautiously pulled their joined left hands down on top of a prominent bulge in his trackshorts.
"Oh fuck," Seamus whispered.
"You do this to me," Dean said helplessly.
Oh, WOW. The "cautiously" in that first sentence just undid me. So perfect; I love that Dean spent a lot of time thinking this over, being sure that it was real and not just a momentary whim, before he told Seamus how his feelings had changed. It's also neat that it is specifically Seamus that Dean has these feelings for; he loves the person, not the gender. ♥s you for that!
The way that Seamus thinks about giving head, how much he enjoys it and all the sensory description -- major yumminess. And then Dean being understandably nervous about reciprocating, and hurrah for the awkwardness of the 69... ;-) One of those fantasies that can really be better as a fantasy than a reality, IMO, I completely agree with Seamus on that count.
YAY for Dean not liking the word "boyfriend." There isn't a good word, but that doesn't mean that he should have to use one that doesn't feel right to him.
I am very much enjoying this story, can you tell? And I am keen to see how Fred can possibly come back into their lives, especially in any kind of emotional/sexual way. Seamus is so very bitter about the end of his relationship with Fred (seemingly with reason, although of course we only have his side of the story) and Dean, too, on Seamus's behalf.
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Date: 2007-06-17 05:45 am (UTC)"Oh fuck," Seamus whispered.
"You do this to me," Dean said helplessly.
Oh, WOW. The "cautiously" in that first sentence just undid me. So perfect; I love that Dean spent a lot of time thinking this over, being sure that it was real and not just a momentary whim, before he told Seamus how his feelings had changed. It's also neat that it is specifically Seamus that Dean has these feelings for; he loves the person, not the gender. ♥s you for that!
The way that Seamus thinks about giving head, how much he enjoys it and all the sensory description -- major yumminess. And then Dean being understandably nervous about reciprocating, and hurrah for the awkwardness of the 69... ;-) One of those fantasies that can really be better as a fantasy than a reality, IMO, I completely agree with Seamus on that count.
YAY for Dean not liking the word "boyfriend." There isn't a good word, but that doesn't mean that he should have to use one that doesn't feel right to him.
I am very much enjoying this story, can you tell? And I am keen to see how Fred can possibly come back into their lives, especially in any kind of emotional/sexual way. Seamus is so very bitter about the end of his relationship with Fred (seemingly with reason, although of course we only have his side of the story) and Dean, too, on Seamus's behalf.