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R/S drabble
I'm utterly incapable of forming coherent thought about my RL situations, so I've poured my longing/lamenting into a drabble.
Carefully ensconced in a novel, Remus meted out his allotment of gazes over the top of his reading glasses. Sirius sat, feet pulled up as close to his body as possible. The tension tethering him to his human form was strong enough that Remus convinced himself he could smell it, pungent and fearful. The paper of the Daily Prophet crinkled in Sirius' bony fingers as he mulled over the crossword.
Remus tugged his focus back to the pages of his book, though his attentions lagged behind to their reunion, three days prior: Sirius straddling his lap; Remus wanting to claim - repossess - the lips and mouth that had been his. Somehow it was all too soon. Instead Remus had tenderly kissed the rest; papery eyelids closed in disbelief; stark cheekbones and unkempt caterpillar eyebrows. He had suckled on an unscarred earlobe, wishing he could gnaw at the moan that escaped Sirius' lips.
Remus turned the page, fostering the ruse as fully as he could. Another surreptitious glance to Sirius, another link in the chain from past to present. Remus loved him, had shouted such in his mind; he could thrive on air alone as long as his packmate shared it.
Sirius. Beloved, damaged, transfigured Sirius, was a stranger. Oblivious, he inked another word in the puzzle as Remus' threnody drifted gently in and out with each breath.
Carefully ensconced in a novel, Remus meted out his allotment of gazes over the top of his reading glasses. Sirius sat, feet pulled up as close to his body as possible. The tension tethering him to his human form was strong enough that Remus convinced himself he could smell it, pungent and fearful. The paper of the Daily Prophet crinkled in Sirius' bony fingers as he mulled over the crossword.
Remus tugged his focus back to the pages of his book, though his attentions lagged behind to their reunion, three days prior: Sirius straddling his lap; Remus wanting to claim - repossess - the lips and mouth that had been his. Somehow it was all too soon. Instead Remus had tenderly kissed the rest; papery eyelids closed in disbelief; stark cheekbones and unkempt caterpillar eyebrows. He had suckled on an unscarred earlobe, wishing he could gnaw at the moan that escaped Sirius' lips.
Remus turned the page, fostering the ruse as fully as he could. Another surreptitious glance to Sirius, another link in the chain from past to present. Remus loved him, had shouted such in his mind; he could thrive on air alone as long as his packmate shared it.
Sirius. Beloved, damaged, transfigured Sirius, was a stranger. Oblivious, he inked another word in the puzzle as Remus' threnody drifted gently in and out with each breath.
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This is beautiful, and sad, and makes me cry for all its depth--personal and in fandom.
♥
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Thank you so much for your thoughtful comments. I've been doing a lot of crying. :( But deep down, I know I'm doing the right thing.
:loves you:
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There is beauty in despair, as they say... I'm glad that you enjoyed the writing.
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((hugs)) to you. Thank you for your email the other day, too; I'll get a proper reply your way soon.
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Carefully ensconced in a novel, Remus meted out his allotment of gazes over the top of his reading glasses.
what a beautiful start. it sets up the drabble so wonderfully.
favorite line (i think, though it is hard to choose), Another surreptitious glance to Sirius, another link in the chain from past to present.
bugger need to run off and catch a bus. had to pop in and tell you how much i love this ♥
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Oh sweety- thank you so much. I'm glad that despite its brevity, you found some lines that you liked enough to quote back. I hope you're doing well!!
::loves::