Thank you so much for all of these thoughts, prayers, and kind words!! I feel so great now that I don't even want to drink, but I don't doubt that voice will return. Having the Antabuse in my system is a huge relief, though. It's allowing me to deal with disappointment and not drink at it. This will be a skill that comes in handy, along with being able to celebrate and have the happy emotions without heightening them as well. ((((hugs))))