A post like this makes my heart sing with happiness. I love that you are doing the hard work and facing yourself honestly, but also with compassion. A sober you full of self-acceptance and recognition of the spiritual, emotional, and physical talent you encompass? Fantastic!! You are beautiful no matter what, no matter what those nasty internal voices might say. (OMG, my therapy this week opened a whole massive can of worms on that very topic, but that's for my blog space! LOL!) Continue with this, my love. Embrace yourself with all the love and joy that *I* embrace you with!