A meme, tagged by mrsquizzical

[thrihyrne]

Haven't done one of these in yonks. So! My boring life. ;)

I AM: feeling rather accomplished.
I WANT: for my lower back to stop hurting.
I HAVE: an insanely busy mind. But I'm used to it, and really am grateful for it.
I WISH: I could have an honest conversation with my parents.
I HATE: bigotry.
I MISS: living life more honestly.
I FEAR: for my own integrity, at times.
I WONDER: if I'll actually get gorgeously creative holiday cards made this year.
I REGRET: having given my heart to someone who really didn't deserve it.
I LOVE: intensely, but perhaps too selectively.
I AM NOT: naturally forthright.
I DANCE: very, very well.
I SING: less often than I wish.
I CRY: on the inside a lot more than on the outside. (stolen verbatim from Mrs. Q)
I WRITE: um, obsessively.
I NEED: to reconcile my inner self with my outer and stop apologizing for who and what I am.
I SHOULD: stop navel-gazing.

Comments

[thrihyrne.livejournal.com]

That's a great idea of stretching out my lower back before I'm out of bed, before the weight of the day makes me 1/4 inch shorter or whatever it is after a day of standing up. Or being up, anyway; part of my problem is spending all day in a not-very-ergonomic chair. :sigh:

I have a few things I'd let them know, but I won't post it here. :) I'll let you know in a future letter, perhaps. Mostly about just saying that there are some elements to me that will only change if I want them to, and I don't think I will ever want them to change, and from here on out I'm going to be accepted on those terms... or not accepted. But it's part of who I am. (none of this has to do with orientation or sexuality or anything exciting like that, it's key elements of my personality which I've gotten serious grief about before)

You're glorious, my inspiration for being real in the moment to moment!!! ♥